I have wanted to know more about Jesus' sacred heart and grow in more devotion. I have recently learned that the month that I was born is addressed to His sacred heart. My sister's friend got married on the divine feast of Jesus' sacred heart, and I found that to be powerful and moving. I have become more interested and invested in learning more about the sacrament of the Eucharist and how it reveals Jesus' most sacred heart as well as his body, blood, soul and divinity. Not only attending adoration but also reading these types of spiritual books has made me stronger in faith, with and wanting an ardent desire and love for Him and this sacrament.
A book that I just recently started reading goes into detail, and rediscovering the devotion to the sacred heart of Jesus. This pink and red cover with a heart of flames and thorns depicts the image of Jesus' love and desire for us, for our hearts.
In the beginning of the book, it describes and goes into all the sayings we have in the English language referring to hearts or our hearts. Some of them include, 'to have a big heart', 'a cold heart', 'wear your heart on your sleeves', 'my heart goes out to you', 'take heart', 'to have a change of heart', a heart of gold' to name a few. The author explains the meaning and importance of hearts. "
The feelings of one's heart, though sometimes sentimental, run deeper than the strongest emotions. The heart is not passive. The heart makes decisions. From the heart, acts of the will arise...The symbol of the heart has lost none of its meaning and power despite the rush of modern times. The heart is a universal and perennial symbol. More than conveying a romantic feeling, it symbolizes courage and compassion. The heart is the symbol of true love, that love for which every human being is searching" (A Heart on Fire, p 3-4).
The heart is a really important part of the person, and we get to see and understand through Jesus' words and actions what the heart really means. I have an interest in learning more about saint's lives who were mystics and had a deep devotion to Jesus' sacred heart. I immediately think of Padre Pio and St. Gemma Galgani who both had the stigmata, lived simple and quiet lives and experienced physical attacks from the devil. In the book, 'A heart on fire', it mentions some saints who encountered Jesus' beautiful gift.
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The first appearance in which Jesus revealed his heart was recorded by a Benedictine Cistercian nun, St. Lutgard. Jesus first appeared to her when she was a lay woman of 17. He showed her the wound in his side. After entering the convent, St. Lutgard was given a special grace to be able to understand the psalms as they were sung in Latin, a language she had not learned. This was in response to her request for help in her prayer life. When she complained that this wasn't enough, Jesus appeared to her and asked her what she wanted. Her response was, 'I want your heart!' To which Jesus responded, 'And still more do I want yours!' "
Other saint stories mentioned include St. Catherine of Siena and St. Francis and St. Margaret Mary, St. Faustina to name a few.
I've learned more and more that the Eucharist is Jesus' love revealed, burning with fire. In the Gospel of Luke, Jesus says that he 'wishes to set the world on fire, and how he wishes it were already blazing.' This relates to his divine love and heart for his children. The devotion to His most Sacred Heart grows and flourishes in relationship through the Eucharist. I remember when I was having a really rough time and not feeling so great, my sister recommended that I go to Eucharistic adoration. I felt so alone prior, and even if I didn't immediately feel the effects of going, I knew it was helpful and needed for healing and intimacy with Jesus and his sacred heart.
We can all learn and grow more in love and to Jesus' inviting heart through the Eucharist. My patron saint for this year, St. Therese' of Lisieux is all about a deep love for Jesus and his sufferings. I hope that she can be of intercessor for me and learn from her example.